This is really boring

No, I haven’t died. I just didn’t have anything interesting to update about.

Recently, I got the letter of acceptance into an NTU course and I’m really excited about it! I guess this is somewhat interesting. Heh. Church is now a weekly affair now that school is totally out of the way. I feel so guilty about this, you know. I only go back when I’m free or need prayer. Note to self: Don’t give yourself any reasons not to go to church on Sunday mornings!

Oh, and Jun Xian’s sister helped me to find a job! I’m going for the interview tomorrow morning. Wish me luck.

Mock me not

Whoever corrects a mocker invites insult. Whoever rebukes a wicked person incurs abuse. Do not rebuke a mocker or they will hate you. Rebuke a wise person and they will love you.
Proverbs 9:7-8

A mocker resents correction. They will not consult the wise.
Proverbs 15:12

Blessed is the person who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers.
Psalm 1:1

This is the day HE has made

It was a nice day today. God made it. I just love God. I want to praise Him everyday. I want to sing love unto Him. Glorify Him.

Is He not grand? Is He not majestic? Has He not love and mercy greater than all? Has His faithfulness ever not been there? HE is wonderful, and greater than the things of this world. HE is who HE is, that is why I praise Him.

Almighty One. Alpha and Omega. King and Savior. Prince of Peace.

My GOD.

The start and The reason

Its the start of school, and I just came back from it. Freshmen are all about the campus, and they aren’t giving us a good time. The foodcourts are full up almost all the time. Luckily, I managed to have lunch. That time, Benson and I met Guo Jie on the way to KFC after we found that foodcourt 4 was crawling with people. After that we found that KFC had a queue that tended to infinity and that Pizza Hut wasn’t so bad.

New teachers! But I kinda forgot one of the two I saw today. Mr. Ganesh, the one whom I remembered, is a nice, friendly teacher. So far. Heh. I hope he’ll be real patient with me. Us. Haha.

I actually haven’t much in mind about what to post about. Everyone in class is still the same as before. The only different thing is that a friend, who was in my class before, switched classes because his grades weren’t too good. Its kinda sad. But we’ll still get to see him in between lectures since our courses are the same.

There are so many clubs I wanna join, but I made up my mind on which I really wanna see go on during the rest of my polytechnic life. Tennis is going to be part of it, for sure. And so is God. I want him to be the center of my life. Not studies or anything else, but him. He’s the reason I live, because we were made to praise Him, designed to praise Him, moulded to praise Him. I’m sorry for those who read this and don’t understand me. But I’m not sorry you don’t understand me, but I’m sorry, so sorry that you all don’t know this wonderful person. My heart goes out to you all. This person doesn’t change like the rest of the world. His love never changes and that is SO wonderful. To know His love is so… so… everything I needed.

Many Happy Returns

Haven’t been posting for a while, blog’s rusting. I just had no inspiration to blog I guess. No one reads this stuff anyway. I think. Life seems to be clearing up now. Though there are still a lot of loose ends here and there. God is still great. That’s something that isn’t changing. Heh.

And I really have to thank Shuqi for introducing Yui’s songs to me. She has the kinda songs that I like. Some aren’t really great, but others like ‘LIFE’ and ‘Feel My Soul’ are simply what I’m looking for. Thank you, Shuqi!

Playing well in tennis, I found out, depends a lot on one’s mentality. So, I’m gonna try not to be affected by those little bits of unhappy thoughts and focus entirely on the game at hand.

Well, I gotta go. I hope I’ll post soon enough.

Merry Christmas

Its that time of the year again. Yes, jingle bells. Santa won’t be coming to Singapore though. Why? Because we don’t have chimneys! On Christmas, we christians celebrate the birth of Jesus, Son of God. Told time and again, it is a heart warming story and the essence of our faith.

But then, people are losing touch of the true meaning of Christmas. You see, Christmas these days is being so commercialised. Santa and his elves are so big, Jesus gets shoved aside. This is Christmas, not Santamas! (lack of a better term) No offence to non-believers, but Christmas is OUR holiday. Its our way of remembering and celebrating the day Christ Jesus came down to earth. Sure, others who want to celebrate it by having parties and gatherings are welcome. But a reminder to all christians is that we should never forget why we do this. Its not about the presents. Its Jesus’ birthday.

Happy Birthday Jesus!

Blocked

You know that feeling of wanting to be happy in this way, yet there’s some sort of thing blocking out that flow of joy? I wanna hum this song by Paradise Church all day long:

Forevermore-

Savior of the world
You came & chose me
You breathed into my world & gave me life
You are placed above all that I love
I live to praise You God
I give you more
I sing forevermore

So I sing, sing, sing
You know You’re the reason
I dance, dance, dance
You brought me this freedom
To show the world my life has been turned around.

‘Cos I can’t help shouting
I’ve seen how You’ve changed me
When I was lost
You came and You saved me
I lift my voice in praise for eternity

Forevermore I give You all the praise
I live to know You more
Forevermore I give You all I have and all I am is Yours

Something’s just bothering me. I don’t wanna say what. Just that its more than one thing and its nearly always on my mind.

Not many people know what’s on my mind (in fact none at all). So, its just hard to say anything to anyone and hope he or she understands. I so wanna say something out that I’m writing this post just after my class. This is as ‘emo’ as I’ll get. Sigh. How I manage to stay that tad cheerful most of the time, is really by the grace of God. Always he’s been so good to me. Just that, it gets kinda lonely all the time on my own. Without those by my side. I’m just gonna stop here. Don’t think anyone’ll notice anyway. Good day.

First post in a long while and an ‘emo’ post. Sigh. I need a psychiatrist. Or a guillotine.